Scar

here once was a little girl who had a bad temper.

Her mother gave her a bag of nails and told her that every time she lost her temper, she must hammer a nail into the back of the fence. The first day the girl had driven 37 nails into the fence. Over the next few weeks, as she learned to control her anger, the number of nails hammered daily gradually dwindled down. She discovered it was easier to hold her temper than to drive those nails into the fence.

Finally the day came when the girl didn't lose her temper at all.

She told her mother about it and the mother suggested that the girl now pull out one nail for each day that she was able to hold her temper. The days passed and the young girl was finally able to tell her mother that all the nails were gone. The mother took her daughter by the hand and led her to the fence. She said, "You have done well, my daughter, but look at the holes in the fence. The fence will never be the same. When you say things in anger, they leave a scar just like this one." You can hurt a person and it won't matter how many times you say I'm sorry, the wound is still there. A verbal wound is as bad as a physical one.

Friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us.

p/s: :)

Remind me how old am i?

Oh my quarter century in 5 months 20days including today like seriously? I'll turn 25yo man.
*sigh* I've seen my 2009's life and all i hope for 2010 is a better life, serious money maker. Be a good Muslim, be a good person. Trying to avoid a sin at least :) and praying for friends good health and wealth.

p/s: cannot wait for next family trip to kampung this end of the month muahahahaha

In less than 24 hours malaysia will welcoming 2010 (yay!)

It's not an really "yay!" thou, another year another age, macam tangga makin tinggi naik makin penat. Can't sigh sebab this is the fact semua orang makin meningkat usia tak ada yang menurun kecuali BENJAMIN BUTTON lol kidding. Now im still sitting in this office taking my wonderful time after fin work typing this blog..the air seems different maybe because tomorrow is the 01012010 woah! what a number ey? hahaha oh yeah that would be mud daniel "tarikh keramat" he'll be married on that date congrats wey.

As per usual my NYE is just like a normal day, i don't really do party or whatsoever so makan will be necessary for me like duh! of course. But every new year everyone have their own wish and for me this year i'm not gonna reveal any of my wish let say "lemme keep it just for mine" kalau melayu bunyi dia "biar lah rahsia" ;) A lot of thing happened during 2009 bad and good well that's life deal or n deal but still the deal will be there waiting for you to go trough, right?. I have a lot in mind and me? me is not a good person, not a good muslim and i will turn to be one when? i don't even know either but i will try, i tried before and the result is unsuccessful and it doesn't mean i can't try again and again.

The memory i had during 2009 is my history and the new chapter will be begin on 2010 i'll pray for my health, wealth, happiness and anything good amin~

happy new year everyone

p/s : do not look back, listen to your heart and have a good life :)

Recent me

i missing blogging sometime but obviously there is nothing to blog about especially when your life is all about work and home and bf and friends, i think i'm ready to have a family now ;)

I had a good weekend tho

It was to good to be true, i'll make it in point ok -;

1. Went to his house on friday night
2. Went to AYAM PENYET for lunch on saturday(yay!)
3. Celebrating bella's 22nd bday at pavilion
4. Went to reggae bar again (i don't feel like going again next time, its just to BINGIT ok pfft)
5. Attended a neighbour's daughter and son weeding
6. Went dinner at kenny rogers (yummy!)

My weekend is full with MAKAN and thats sucks!

Overall i LOVE it hahahahahahaha

WTF!

oh my freaking gucci! this is unbelievable. botox no good :P

This is what i thought

Malam tadi i was lepak with bella,sue,suzzy and syapik(sue's bf) at Qbistro. The reason why this couple (sue&syapik) datang cheras is because syapik mengupah suzzy to do the coloring for his assignment and aku yang tak ada kena mengena was so impress with her coloring ok, it's beautiful just like you suz hehe. While lepak, apeng(the long lost adik) is coming over too for lepak as we promised earlier to lepak with him. Apeng arrived with another adik while sue,suzzy and syapik had to leave since diorang memang bukan dari cyberjaya pulak kan! duh!

Lepak with this adik2 really made me thought how extravaganza kids who were born on 1988 to who is now already 14 or 13 years old they were like know women & men's stuff you know, gee when i was 14yo i didn't even know what is bf are for, i mean tak matured la senang cerita. Listening to they love life story is more than enough already but it is fun to share storys sometimes, is not that you have to tell every single details but it is enough for "you & i" just like "share". Even my little sister by the age of 14 she already got a bf and that is sucks actually, for me the best time to have a bf is after school, during college and so on. Why can't someone live her/his life just according to her/his age? so that you won't "switch" your age during growing up. let me elaborate more, what i mean by "switch" is when you a teenager you think that is good for being an adult so that you don't feel left behind or what ever the reason is and you think people would look at you and say "look at this girl/boy, she/he is just a teenager but she/he sounds like what? 26? 28? 29? late 20's? so that people can say how matured is this kid, but remember once you tired playing as an adult you will get bored of it, when you think "i should get wild" while when you already turn 30 or maybe 32 by the time it's too late to become a teenager because by the time people would look at you and say "oh gee, is she/he crazy already?"

And still i know tak semua orang sama, and tak semua orang akan jadi just exactly the way i said for my assumption seperti di atas. I do talk based on my own experince, based on what is happening around me and that always made me think and itu kenapa i buat assumption seperti di atas or else i wouldn't say much. Tuhan jadi kan manusia cukup sifat, mata, hidung, telinga, mulut, rambut, tangan, kaki and organ2 dalaman dengan cukup sempurna, jangan cakap pasal manusia yang lahir tak cukup sifat sebab diorang tak minta di lahir kan macam tu, kita manusia yang cukup sifat tapi kita ni lah yang paling banyak kelemahan and myself tak terkecuali. :)

Long absence

This blog has been absence in such a long time, ada updated but tak banyak sebab tak ada benda "panas" pun nak cerita, life is sejuk but ada jugak tahi happened and i try my best to get it back on track. November is bermaharajalela now as October already said bye-bye about 10 days ago, um next month december lepas tu apa? new year? another year to get older kan! *sigh* my life is a mess sometimes and each and everytime i keen to clean it up and make sure everything will be ok but setiap kekemasan mesti ada slack so i accept it dengan hati yg terluka because nak buat macam mana it is my own messy. Fyi my internet break down, ambil 'rest" kata nya so no wonder i online during office hours je kan. My life is basicly about going to work dengan malas nya, on diet dengan tak jaya nya, missing my bf so badly and macam2 lagi.

Last month on October 28th is my eja boo bday as you can see my previous posted, it was a small celebration from me to him and i just want him to know that how much he mean to me. and recently on November 9th is our six years anniversary i hope more happiness to come for our both goodness. I know i'm not a good gf where i hardly trust my eja boo and still i try and i want to gain my trust since i lost so many of them during this period of times. Enough of love already and i know some friends can't replace one another. Why i say so because i just loose one, he choose not to be my friend and i tend to not care anymore, yes i do have an attitude i believe everyone does including him or else he wouldn't be this way, am i right? whatever lah benda dah jadi so i let go plus "gems" is not always shining anyway because sooner or later it will "faded".
If you think i'm that physco bitch who live in the wrong planet i hope you think twice before you said that sebab physco2 aku pun, aku jadi diri sendiri and i'm not hiding who is inside me, i know you know what am i talking about. Now i know who to trust who not to trust.

Don't talk about level to me, i know where i am and all i concern is all about who am i becoming later, i made a lot of mistakes, i take the tahi that people trow to me without think of the consequences. Tak apa, aku terima je ini sebagai ujian dari Nya sebab ada dikatakan Dia bagi ujian sebab Dia sayang kita, alhamdulilah eventho kau dah tak sayang aku sebagai kawan at least i know Dia sayang aku sebagai hambaNya. I know i can't go back in time to fix every mistake i did but at least aku berubah and not for you but for my own, buat apa aku nak berubah untuk kau yang kau sendiri tak dijamin ke syurga?

Cukup la setakat ni je nak bercerita sebab yang lain2 tu rasa macma tak patut nak cakap. ta!

Happy bday to my beloved one RJ

B, last night was beautiful, it's your big day you 24 already and kawin jum hehehe :P

is the cake ok? is the food is nice? i hope they are :) i have fun last night.

i just want to let you know that i love you xx

Addictive

Lipton clear green tea :P

Green tea latte hot and ice-blend

Tea is always my favorite since then and yes green tea is my current "DRUG" haha leaf will always be leaf kekeke green sumore! how i cannot love it?

UP! so turn me up

I love this movie like so much, yes i lovessss cartoon, :P well UP! is my first ranking now after brothers bear hehehe. yeah yeah i know so SHUT UP! lol

Meet Russel hehehe lololove it

cutest

Selamat hari raya

1. I wanna wish every muslims and the whole entire human race a eid mubarak.
2. maaf zahir & batin for my wrongness, roughness, bitchness, anything that could cause any sin
   
3. hehehe chow!
   

Oh gosh!

Its been awhile, woohooo! I almost forgot i own this blog eh? haha. Seriously i dont realize how busy women i am now guys, seems like there is not much info i want to share lately and i think its better if i just keep it as mine very2 private personal details, jk!

So i know i rarely get my freaking mok mok fingers to type those creepy words here at my blog as now im addicted to twitter and yes i am. A lot of things happened since my last updated, like my bday celebration, my holidays with my bf, chilling day with friends and so on. Idk either i dont have TIME or "aku malas" is the right answer though hahahaha for updating stuff at classyapple.blogspot.com man. This is mad taw! I just hope i will be more rajin to update this blog in future, oh yeah i tukar kerja lagi and i hope this is the fit one for me since BELLA pun kerja situ kan. ok tu je for today, i'll be back i promise :*

Augus-tys

only one word : work loaded


*sigh*

I'm not an a gadget person BUT

Is your name Paris Hilton? or your are one of her New BFF? You can have this ALERT!! haha

One word - SUPER-FREAKING-AWESOME

I want it i want it i want it :(

How much more?

Berapa banyak staff kau nak duduk kat satu desk ni mangkuk? asal tak panggil je lagi 2 ke 3 ke biar cukup sepuluh, baru senang hati kau kan, babi! sial kang aku kutuk cakap aku racist, memang sial lah.