Good morning 2012

Hi you guys.. How was everyone 1ts day of on 2012? Good i hope

Its 7.19am at vista amani using ipad and trust me that sounds soooooo damn cool kan ;) well im actually at zety's place and using one of my friend's ipad. I actually coundnt shut my eyes so i decide to stay awake and just chill at balcony and blogging.( need to get an ipad as soon as posibble, cool gila wey haha)

For real its been so long since im socializing like this, it feel good i must admit, ye lah im mommy so nak hang out like this mmg susah la kan but semalam dec 31 2011 bella came to my place and ask if i wanna join them for NYE countdown potluck i just gotta say yes since she said everyone is goin to be there and i came bawa roti and still virgin sbb xde orang makan lagi, BOLEH? Gituuu kan LOL well back to the line it was fun night all of the girls is here.. Seronok ok bila sekali sekala lepak2 like this with iman iffat lagi homai i tell you seronok kau dia lari2 sana sini buat rumah ni mcm playground dia bulih? I actually plan to balik after the countdown and makan2 with xeera but apperantly we were too happy to leave ye la makan is so sesedap nya with friends lagi.. We talk we laugh benda2 gitu la kan and i finally realize how lucky i am that they stil wanna invited me, me with a child and we kinda sleep over at zety's and yes they are all still in the lala land so do iman and im here try to breath the fresh air of 2012 with hope this year is goin to be a good year for me for iman iffat the most AMIN.

Seriously here i wanna seek the apologies to anyone friends,family, readers maybe( if only i have any) if i ever annoy you guys without realizin it or maybe terkasar bahasa ke you know im just a human being i made mistake and i apologise

Just wanna wish happy new year 2012 i hope yall have a good year that you ever desire.

Our new family members, meet twins

Hi.. Okay i mayyyyyyyyyybe forgot to mention that we have welcoming new family members in our ismail's clan last 2 months on august 26th 2011 so please say 'WELCOME TWINNIES' hehehe 

 on our way to my brother house ;) amik pic dulu heheh

Please welcoming my twins, sarah and lisha 

 adorable kan :)

 my brother's lil twins 

 i love you both! cepat2 besar ok muah

new nieces and the 1st twins in my family 

You don't have to look at you child face

See this pic? it shown the message where you don't have to look deep inside in their eyes/face to feel how much you love them but it is enough to just think about them to feel how much you love and you'll do anything to protect them from any harm. I couldn't believe some parent(mother or father) could hurt their own true blood, damn you man! liwat anak sendiri your new-born baby boy like seriously kalau your wife refuse to have sex it is because she still in pain sebab kau juga bongok! if you wont get she pregnant at the first place you wont goin to have the baby boy that you liwat tu REMEMBER? i cant imagine how mad am i to this bangkai seriously cant call you animal tho because animal wont do such thing dont ask how i know i watch dicovery channel thats where i know animal wont do that kind of thing to their own blood hmmph!!! sayang je kau jadi manusia, you better ask for being plankton before you were born in this world dosa pun kau x dpt, nak liwat anak sendiri dah tentu kau tu plankton like "hello!!! who cares? no one like goin to focus you on the telescope pun" kesian anak kau.. baru 23hari babe.. mana hati kau ha wahai bangkai? i hope your wife forgive you and i really2 hope your son forgive you too and Allah maha pengasih so you go figure it out wahai bangkai.

 Dear another bangkai if you really malu of having wedlock child why keep him/her in your tummy for 9 months and 10 days? penat2 je kau sakit underneath nak teran kau pun tau sakit nak beranak kan? lepas tu kau boleh campak dia from 2nd floor? aku harap Allah maafkan kau wahai bangkai #2 i really hate you 2! Anak is anugerah so if you still think you unlucky to have a child either sah or x sah(you know what i mean i dont have to explain it more) think much deeper you either lucky to have them or you just book in early to hell. Thank you. I hope this 2 bankai die soon or else better NOW. bye

i want 1 for my son too

When i first saw this i was like "woah" is this really tho? and yes this is very really really LOL well when ipad 1st came out all i have in my mind is 'im gonna get one for my son' eventho he just about 4 or 5 months old but now he is already 1year old well why not, right? As for me its okay to spend your money for thing like this as i see it myself as an investment ;) hehe i really gonna get one for him soon! hmmm 

my blouses ;) 70% off both

iman iffat;s pjs :)

Today is my happy day, its worth to spent your money sometimes especially when it come to cheap2 stuff like this.. gonna post my outwear tomorrow. stay tuned muahahaha

Sweet cherry SCR5

Bought on Nov 2010
80% looks like new
RM350 *serious buyer only

p/s: you may contact me at kimmyismail@gmail.com or call me at 0123072674

Miss me much?

I know i've been absent for quite sometime but hey! im here now didn't i? hehe TBH i miss my blog sooooooo much its like been missing my coolest toy ever *duh! poyo pulak*

So if you ever wondering "where the hell is this stupid women go? i wanna know what is up with this bitch" well im busy and getting messier day by day ;) by the time im typing this im really out of idea what to write, so much to tell so little brain to keep ye la after beranak your brain is shrinkin than it used to be if tak percaya go google yourself ye hehe.Im goin to sumarize my life bak kata orang "long story short" its been a year plus plus tak berkerja wake up late in the noon, off to bed late late feels like in errrr earth still LOL that was a joke stupid one ignore it. What am i really doin now? lemme tell you i am an unofficial nanny means nanny yang didnt go to nanny's school like nanny mcphee tu or nanny 911, or else baby sitting lah senang cerita.. 2 siblings 1 boy 1 girl it was like 11 boys and 12 girls ohhh emm geee it is only been 2 weeks now but rasa mcm da lama so i wanna quit but thats my income now i'll get use to it and now still in emm aaa you know adjusting myself to get use to it.

Okay now about my motherhood sooo iman iffat is 1 year old now wooohoooo!!!! time flies so fast, august 22nd 2010 rasa mcm baru je semalam and bow tiba tiba iman dah on his 1st year :') ni nangis sebab getting older boleh? hahaha iman now macam2 perangai rasa nak cubit cubit miu miu je eeee geram! so much to tell la about my precious ni kalau nak tell now takut nanti 10 days 10 nigths tak habis2

Nanti i tell more about iman ok since i just think i got new lappy so can update more sbb all this while bb being so nice sbb ada BIS heh :|

I love my full-time job

hey yall

OMG! its been awhile since my last update, my oh my... i will update my current activities anytime sooner so until my soon update ;) 

Oh by the way my son is coming to 8 months this coming 22nd awwww :') 

Simple, lemme explain

Dear yous,

THERE IS NO DIFFERENCE and the matter of fact i dont give any freaking care for whats perception or assumption because i know Allah who is the ONE who judge me not them.. let them talk sooner or later they'll get rid of it. Remember human gets bored easily, if lauk can basi same goes to hati so as long as you know what you did and just deal with the consequences senang la cerita nya dalam bahasa melayu berani buat kena lah tanggung akibat. Dont be too scared dont even show it because once you did that is where they will begin the "fire" and dont be shock if you dont have any "weapon" to attacking back. So think babes think things happened, already did sooo just deal with it and be thankful or bersyukur to Allah s.w.t because He do loves you still after all that *h** you have done. 

p/s:if their being judgmental? biarlah orang mental pedulikan :)

Pics of Iman Iffat

random of iman and all of this pic really put a huge smile on my face :)

Mommy and baby Iman

What do we both do best at home beside breastfeeding and napping? 

we both cam-whoring hehe by the way this little guy is the lover of my life, my si jantung hati, my intan payung, my bubu shibam, my everything and nothing in this world you can trade him from me no! 

Its been a while i didnt post any entry even raya's entry is still on pending on my editing post, kesian kan? well not really since there is no internet access at my mom's. Well well there is thing i need to share it is about life changing, as for me im glad to a mom and it does changed me inside and out its such a wonderful feeling and if you unmarried and obviously you dont have a baby you wont understand the feeling that i feels... to be a wife is normal but having a baby is like you having the most precious that you wont let anything happen to them and mostly you'll do anything just to make sure them fine and each and everytime you see them smile, you know thats worth your labour pain :) iman baby mommy love you and no one can love you like mommy do <3

The smile

I keep on smiling when i see this even for a million times still it make me smile :)

Selamat berpuasa

Just now my mom call me up twice but i don't have guts to answer her calls because tadi tengahari terserempak with my elder brother and i was so kecut perut :( esok dah la puasa the first day puasa pula tu and i'm here at ayie's rasa nak menangis or else memang dah nangis sebab no matter how much me and mom fights still we love each other i knew that i really do. Mak yang melahir kan aku and nothing can't compare. I just don't know what to do and TBH i miss them the family so much and now sangat lah terasa memandang kan esok 1st day puasa how i wish to berbuka with them like before or maybe before is no longer for more and i know things change and i gotta deal with it.

I love them so much eventho i'm not a good daughter, not a good sister but i know who i am.

I do remember

Excited

Hey ya'll, this is a month of july and soon we will welcoming august right? ;)

Excited? well i am thou, my life is about to change and i don't feel its a bad thing at all INFECT  i super love it.  I can imagine myself doing the whole new thing and the whole new experience that i will carry all my life such a blessed. I lied if i say i am cool when i first found out about it but now never in  my life i'll regret about Iman not even little tiny dot, NEVER! I love Iman more than anything in this whole wide world nothing compare and mostly i do love the person who were be there with us for together as "one happy family" Love you B i really do. Iman never leak of love from others too that is one thing can make me tear, i see others show their loves and i do appreciate it, my friends, my office mates, the agents who i work with you guys such a wonderful to me :')

All i need now is your support, it is enough if you guys be there for me because i can't get the support from my family yet. I am all ready to become a mom and i declare it here today, but the most of all i wanna say thanks to my sis in law, kak ila for being so supportive and caring for me, love you sis-in-law.

Baru aku tahu

http://zhafiz.wordpress.com/2008/04/04/hikmah-sabar-menghadapi-ujian-dan-musibah/


Hari ni dan hari-hari sebelum ni pelbagai kesabaran yang dah aku tempuh tapi selepas baca blog di atas aku berharap aku telah di kategori kan sebagai golongan yang dinyatakn di dalam blog entry ini. Amin

Memang aku tahu ada hikmah di sebalik semua ni and aku bersyukur kepada Tuhan kerana telah di uji dengan ujian yang sebegini and masih lagi mampu berfikir and tersenyum dan ketawa dengan iklas. Memang banyak dugaan tapi sampai mana kemampuan ku untuk bersabar? Sekarang aku sudah tahu and lagi sekali aku terlalu bersyukur kepada Allah s.w.t.

Biar apa pun yang terjadi IMAN menjadi kekuatan ku, biar lah aku berdosa sekalipun yang menhitung dosa dan pahala ku Yang Berkuasa sahaja bukan kau atau pun aku ataupun accountant. Sekian terima kasih :)